You Need Inspiration

I want to write this to you, but I'm rather blank, bland and overwhelmed with all life has thrown at me in recent times. It's exhausting, and I don't want to 'inspire' you, but why must I inspire you?

Why do we always need an inspiration, almost so desperately?

Why can't we just sit still and listen to the waves clash at the sea of our life, and when we are done, we will get up from the deckchair and move on? I know the world doesn't wait, but why are we chasing after the world instead of our peace?

May we find peace in chaos, and even when we are overwhelmed, may we find perfect rays of sunlight shining unto our hearts.

All my love to you,

Queen from MANI